Binge Eating Support Group
okay so its late midnight here in this part of the earth and im fighting the urge to munch those chocolate cookies my grandma just bought. Its bad enough that my room is near our kitchen. Im gonna fight!!!
Feeling sick and hit an all time low today. Ate an entire bag of chips with dip this morning. Followed up with supper then a whole bag of cheese and carmel popcorn. Fml and eating.
I can't help but stuff my face until I feel sick... and then I feel disgusted at myself. This is not how I want to live. I used to be proud of body, now I look at myself in the mirror and think "gross." Who wants to live like that?
So last night, I realised, I do indeed have a binge eating disorder... and I must make a change. I feel so ashamed of myself..